Okay- can’t believe I am blogging on my first day of Spring Break! Anyway, it always amazes me how the end of the year seems to be here all of the sudden. I am taking a leave of absence next year to care for the babies and preparing now for the entire end of the year (in case I should be put on bed rest) and cleaning my office for whomever will inhabit it for next year (I feel sorry for them- I never realized how messy I am!). I’ve got all my plans for the rest of the year, practice exams, review assignments (for the warm body of a sub that might be there) and even regents exam seating labels so kids can find their seats for the exam all in a folder on the corner of my desk. Way too organized for my liking, but at least I don’t have to worry. Two days before I spontaneously had Lucy last year I spent a few extra hours at work getting some “just in case” plans ready and luckily left them on the corner of the desk. All I had to do was text my good friend and let her know and I was good to go. It is so bizarre to plan for the rest of the year and try to think about what the sub might need for next year. I packed up some of my more personal things and books to bring home at the end of the year too. You don’t realize how much of you gets into a place and sometimes its hard detangling it all. I remember when our Bio teacher retired after my first year after teaching for 30 or so years and the things she was digging out where amazing! We unearthed all these cool rocks and videos such from her ES days, some of which she gave me. It was fun to see her reminisce.
Maybe all this is rushing it along? On one side of my mind is all this work stuff and on the other side is the baby stuff. I am 20 weeks now- 1/2 way through the pregnancy. Last year, 5 weeks from where I am, JDs cousin had her twin girls at 25 weeks at Strong (one day before Lucy was born- my water broke on the phone hearing about her). They got their 10 mo. check up last week and were said to be the healthiest 25 week babies they’d seen. They are so lucky and we are so lucky to have the level of neonatal medicine we have in this day and age. Still this weighs heavy on my mind. Next week we go to the Dr. every 2 weeks and start getting ultrasounds every 3 weeks. At about 24 weeks the babies are considered “viable”, but quality of life and disability is a concern. I am considered a high risk pregnancy and delivery and will be delivering on an operating table. Also, the Dr. told me that I will be on bed rest at some point- its just a waiting game. Waiting until August 24th….
On the other hand, my incredibly wiggly, funny and driven daughter. Last night she entertained us by dancing to They Might Be Giants for a while- she loves to dance and clap now. We came in to her room this morning to wake her up and she was standing in the corner of her crib peeking over the sidebar with a huge “look what I can do” grin on her face. She started crawling forward yesterday, crawled around on the grass outside, stood momentarily alone and finally ate some actual people food (okay, some crumbs of a ritz cracker but its a start!)- all in one day. It amazes me that this all happens all at once. This is how it seems to go. Studies on twins have also shown that one twin will be the “practicer” and practice doing new things over and over while the other “watches” and then does it all one day on the first try. Talk about zone of proximal development! It is said that their development closely mirrors each other with each of them helping the other learn and this continues throughout life. It will be interesting to see the reaction from my older daughter towards them and their reaction toward her. I wonder if they will be very close or competitive? Or is that mutually exclusive anyway?
Anyway, these are the things that are on my mind…. not too educational, but I think it all kinds of feeds together in the end. One thing is for sure that being a parent is the best way I have found so far to be a better teacher. Check out this video that is too sweet to pass up.